Happy Without Me

Did my hourglass just break? Is this feeling real or fake? My heart is in ruin From the deceiver of my own actions Now I can't stop thinking about her All our memories run through my mind without a cure A cure from the pain The pain of sorrow and heartbreak Now I see her in the arms of another guy Why did our beautiful love have to die? I no longer see happiness or the beauty of light My heart is just in absolute darkness with no emotion... I am on Stand-By I am dead from the inside out My feeling for anything is gone without a doubt I am a ghost drifting through the world My pain and misery has already occured But now I still can't seem to get up I'm just a monster full of hate who's heart is lost in a dump Full of trash, pain, and no empty button She'll never know how much I loved her, now i feel nothing To live is just to fall asleep, and to die is to awake So mother mercy please take me before i go insane I want to wake up in another world Because thinking of her beautiful face and our amazing memories just hurts I used to wake with happiness and glee Now I wake up in loneliness and all i have to blame is me You see I am the villain to my protagonist love I let go of my beautiful dove Now she'll fly free and be happy With another man holding her hand, being in complete happiness without me