Half Marriages

So many marriages filled with sadness and sorrow. Love is not of importance any longer. Loneliness seems to be a common feeling. Marriages are meant to be a whole, They should be filled with love and joy. What about the vows we spoke? We agreed for better or worse, For richer or poorer, In sickness and in health, And we agreed in the presence of God. It was told, “That the two shall be as one”. Years have now passed by, And the vows have no meaning. Marriages are only half When the one returns to two. Why can’t you love me wholly? Why can’t you commit to me wholly? You may give a hug or a peck, You might say “I Love You” every now and then. But your bed is not my bed, Your life is not shared with my life. The television serves as your companion. My words are silent to your listening. You have buried my heart under the doormat. Why can’t you love me wholly and completely? I am lost and alone in a half marriage, Sadness fills my aching heart, Silent tears fill my eyes, Half of me is now gone. I know we are not the same any more, We have changes in many ways, But why should our love? Is not love supposed to grow with time? I want to be loved as me. I want this pain to end, to smile again. Why can’t we be as one again?