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hahah yeah i'm laughing yet i'm dying i want to die i've needed to die i look out the window see all the smiles and happy faces while i'm inside just sitting looking at a bottle of pills and a bottle of whiskey i'm ready to just take them i'm ready to lay down and die i lost the love of my life to someone else i saw you kiss you saw me you tried to explain all i could do was stand there i want to let go let me let go i just sit there laughing i was so foolish to think you would stay i was foolish to think you loved me back i was so foolish i take the pills... i empty the bottle in my mouth i drink down the whiskey i'm ready but you come home... you see me crying you cause me to throw up "why didn't you let me die?" i yells at you you just looked at me as you held me i passed out the next day you left i cut so deep i was finally letting go finally i passed out as i looked outside i slowly lost consciousness my life was fading the light in my eyes was fading so close almost just a little more... and... gone... i was finally free from you from the world from myself... i was finally at peace... finally...