Guidance and Salvation

. I lived my life the best I could. Yet she still hates me and she should. But if I could be with her, I would. I need guidance, to know if my future is good. Tell me, should I continue to write? What is the purpose of my fight? Help me make sense. This one is for the audience. Say I didn't waste my life. Say we didn't have broken hearts. Say we lived happy lives. Say I know what to do with my life. I lived my life because I care. Yet she still makes my life a nightmare. But if I had the chance to leave her, I'd just sit and stare. I need salvation, the chance to breathe in air. Tell me, should I continue to write? What is the purpose of my fight? Give me guidance. Help me make sense. This one is for the audience. Say I lived carelessly. Say I could peacefully dream. Say I didn't feel like I'm dead. Say I didn't kick Jesus out of my soul. Tell me, should I continue to write? What is the purpose of my fight? Give me guidance. Help me make sense. This one is for the audience. Say we loved our children. Say we loved each other. Say things could have been different. Say there is still hope. Say our lives were'nt such a mess. Say we can peacfully rest.