Good Day

Though I notice no change Others so obviously see it But when I started to feel delight All others noted it was a bad thing I’m so desperately confused I don’t want to be from the “Bad ones” category I don’t act cool or anything I’m just trying to be humorous It pleases me and comforts me To be noticed, to be visible, to be loved… For my jokes to make this year a meaning For the thought “that was day” ------ I sigh, hoping for the better to come Trying to forget, I had once a day….