Go Away

Don’t make fun of me Don’t laugh at me Don’t jeer at me Don’t scream at me Don’t cry out for me Don’t call out my name Don’t tell me that I’m lame Don’t tell me lies…my High Spirit shies… Away from the abyss… I step out of the hopelessness Of my endless racing thoughts Bloom not, fields of avarice I was making so much progress Frozen in place… Free in space… Give me Your grace To mask my disgrace Because you left me without a trace But I forgive you, Despite the things you put me through I’m still not over you… And I’m not done with you Tell me the truth in disguise I looked at Lord of the Flies Right in the eye… Please, don’t die… PLEASE DON’T WAVE G’BYE I’ll give it my best shot You told me – “Off you trot!” I never thought you so cruel…you hit me violently to the core Do we have to brew quarrelsome catastrophe once more? There’s more accord in store… There’s another bright opportunity So, open up your inner inspiration and we’ll be swimming afloat on a serene shore We won’t kiss our fatality and we’ll dismiss our anxiety Farewell, bittersweet tragedy Good night, angst and poverty Greetings, tragedy in reverse Good morning, miracles in every verse You, oh Lord of Accord, restored peace to my verse…I must rehearse… I can’t figure out the reason why I hold on Well, allow me to welcomed the sun…sun….sun….. You came at the right time… You’re going to be missed You are my fiery rose, so sublime The abyss, in the eyes of all, is unmissed You and I will refuse its embraces and it will be left unkissed Our love was as strong as titanium But, I am numb…numb…numb…bitter and bland like chewed-up gum Answer this for me: Is life a game to play all day long? On my own and happy… At least I’m not lost in a multitude and unhappy You hang around your best friend You never thought love was the end I’ve spent years on end, trying to give you some direction And you rejected it thoughtlessly, pressing on my lips with plastic affection I suffocated myself with your lullaby-like lies… You’re going to be missed if you wave your goodbyes I spend every single minute, looking through the photos I can’t even describe the feelings that are tattooed to my heart This confusion rattles my bones…searching all over the place for the clues to this mystery… Why did you attempt to break my heart apart by your senseless actions… Your sudden rage, insanity and everything in between is your warped work of art I’m wafting away…I’m waiting for you To give me direction…come on and heal my infection I can’t figure you out I’m sick of feeling blue Without a single doubt Go away… I don’t FEEL for you I don’t know why I cry… Tell me why…oh Lord of Accord… Tell me why I feel for her…