Feelings

We all are alone The hardest time that I remeber was lonliness and fear to bear if Child or Teen or Adultman the pain was hard to care.. Then my decision was the croud I jumped and drank a little loud. But suddenly the pain was back The fear and lonlines oh crap. Then suddenly I left the crouwd and silent walking and not proud At home I was alone again Total confused to cry in vain The doorbell rang and I looked out there was Elvira with some Stout She was so happy was so fine and asked me to taste her wine. The fun was great the heat was on she was quite drunk but still good fun We played along and had fun talks and on the Couch the Sprinkler sparkt Years later I saw her in Town again her beauty has faded her skin so plain We changed some kind words a bit insecur we said good by the Old Towers door. I did my duties that I had to do felt lonly in Crowds with friends and so but then I decidet to change my hole life Married left country and immigrate aside.