Feelings

I have got so many feelings from within Dont know which way to start or how to begin My inner emotions can be a struggle sometimes Dealing with all this turmoil that enters my mind All I can say is nothing in this life is easy for me I'm Always having to pray and stay on my knees These troubles that are trying to chase me down Makes me feel at times so alone and on sinking ground The many trials that I face can be so hard At times all I end up doing is putting up a guard When really all I can do is give it to God And watch him chase that enemy away with the rod