Feel the Rain

I can feel the rain drops, go drip drop drip, I wish to let thy sound to only let thy Rain cripple into my ears and to clip, The burning fierce fires away from thou mind, I ask for no such thing as help I cry, For letting the rain go but I do find, That I feel un-safe I am scared, I nip, At myself with a blade cause I want die, I hear and feel the fierce fires rising up, As I carry out my last tear I fear, I think of sweet silence that could be dear, Dearly beloved I do want to cheer, Cheer loud and clear that the war with myself, Has been conquered by me, yes by me.