Fall

you not being around has become my excuse, Now I have to deal with this abuse, like I've become unable to use, any form of self control that you, Have shown me you are more than able to do, and if you look at the proof, It looks like I'm always going to lose, But I'm the only one I need to prove, f*** girl damn it give me a clue, I feel like you already knew, that tonight I'd be singing the blues, But it's my own fault and I can see, I am the cause of my own misery, But I'm so close to finding that edge, And girl you my heart I did pledge, and I'm going to start keeping my word,  cuz I will no longer accept to be the absurd, because then you just give me what I deserve, and I just can't have that around my next curve, but sometimes I feel like I haven't been heard, but maybe if I listened that feeling would be cured, Because you have given me all of the signs, Told me exactly what I had to do to make you mine, I just hope it's not too late to find, away to put myself forever in your mind, To where you wanted to be with me all the time, But now I know I am just a piece of slime, and it doesn't matter how good I rhyme, Its not even going to save me this time