Facing Death

I often think about death these days And how it will come for me Will I be faced with a painful death Or will I die while in my sleep. Will I fall down while no ones there And lay in writhing pain Or will I suffer a massive stroke Leaving nothing but a shattered man. How will I be eulogized How will they speak of me Have I been worthy of good words Will people pray for me. I'd like to be remembered As one who cared for all As one who never shied away When those in stress would call I hope my children won't suffer my death Or anguish for too long I hope they will not be made to cry But stand up brave and strong. I hope I won't die alone With no one by my side But rather that I am surrounded By those who shared my life. My life has been a wonderful time I am so happy to have shared The truly magnificent world we live in With those who really care. I loved listening to all around me And to be allowed to see. And smell and taste all of God's gifts I thank all blessings given to me. I love my family deeply And will miss them most of all But soon I think God will call my name And I will head the call.