Excuse My Words of Torture

V.1: I’m sick of hearing your lies – I pull away from the abyss Rejecting departure at the process Rue bounces out of my eyes – Trapped in my emotional mess Deliver the introverted boy from his cruel solitude and shed him hope in mind My heart is broken into two & you’re not a part of my crew… I was held down by me, the grief-stricken tear-jerker and my tears made me blind My rue never departed from me if you only knew…I loved you… Now, I loathe your actions – I dislike you . . . You’re not a part of His crew or my crew because you don’t know what I’ve been through, Being with you and all made me feel blue CHORUS: I will squander my time now and forever (Are you an evil, fallen angel?) Until I meet you eye to eye again Our departure came to soon…our future’s a blur (sarcasm: Oh you must be a sweet, beautiful angel –) Come on & get out of the lion’s den! Release me…I need to let go… Believe in me…reflect on me… Release me…let me go with the flow Let me grow and see…the light at the end of the tunnel There’s other fish in the sea… V.2: Now, I loathe your actions – I dislike you . . . You’re not a part of His crew or my crew because you don’t know what I’ve been through, Being with you and all made me feel blue I’m sorry…I apologize… Excuse my horrid anger… I’m acting so immature Excuse my sadness… (how time flies…as my High Spirit dies) Excuse my words of torture… I’ll try to act mature I’m insane – can’t you see the madness (in my eyes)? I know it’s cruel to hate… But, I feel so regret You made me be in a sad state I paid the price of your emotional debt Can I have something in return? Don’t let me burn . . .