Everyday Is Lost

Why do I feel so devalued with no purpose just lost and forgotten Left without a belonging, just a something that’s been trod on I tried so hard to please them all just to be excepted This was all to much, rejected I’m not wanted, It was expected I feel used all of my life, just let me go to be at peace I have been punished yet again, why does it never cease Who’s in control, can’t you see I have had enough Just let me go I can’t do this, it’s all far to tough Who gives out all that happiness you get for your life Where is my share, was it removed with a surgical knife My happy place That was never promised just for me, I was just given troubles with pain, don’t you agree Some people have endless love in their life I was driven by the need to keep alive That want is no longer my strongest priority I just want peace in my heart, not Ala ‘carte This should have been given to me right from the start. So how do you deal with sadness and a broken heart How do you deal with everyday when it’s always crap I want to give up, my road is never ending I am not strong enough, no point in pretending.