Empty Days April 22 2004

The sun is setting and alone I watch the stars come out and play Emptiness once again fills my night and conversation always begins and ends with silence Fore I am learning to be alone Realizing how many tears it will bring me And tomorrow will be another day of all the reasons why no one can come and see me So here I ponder over what is next; over who truly cares Feeling lost; with thoughts of worthless days, overwhelming my mind. And I shall watch the sunrise; yet again witnessing beauty by myself Questioning my life How long I will let this loneliness consume my heart Imaging this forever The silence here has become my worst and only fear. As I lay here and I cry, lonely, waiting for another empty day A day filled with silence and sadness A day where I am still so lost