Dying

Feel the cold breeze As the waves comes to shore Again I’m sitting here alone For love has hurt me once more I always give more love Than I can ever receive And for doing this Again my heart has found grieve What do I do now? What decisions do I make? There is nothing to be done To take away my heart ache Why does god hate me? Have I not shown my faith? Why he lead me to her love But left me standing at the gate Now I can never eat again And can’t stop from crying And as my body gets weaker I seek comfort in dying Oh god why you hurt me so much How long will, my suffering last Please let it be over soon So they can bury me under the grass I know no one’s going to miss me So what’s the use of me living? I hide my self in my poems And it’s a crime not worth forgiving I am so tired of hurting While kindness are taken for granted Many will never ask how I’m doing They only ask for is wanted Yeah I feel pain but never Really never let shows And so I become good at pretending So no one really ever knows She left and it hurts so badly And my tears are falls to the ground I prayer to god just to hear her voice But I know I'll never hear that sound. I’m trying to find peace in my heart. But she took my heart with her So now I know it’s just a matter of time Before I am going to die for sure Just yesterday I was laughing Today I wake and all I do is cry And it’s so hard to keep on living When love makes it so easy to die So if you ever come to my grave Just stand and walk away Please don’t talk I don’t want to hear What excuse you, re going to say? For to you my heart are made of stone And my feelings are dirt on the ground So please just walk away Don’t cry or even make a sound