Feel the cold breeze
As the waves comes to shore
Again I’m sitting here alone
For love has hurt me once more
I always give more love
Than I can ever receive
And for doing this
Again my heart has found grieve
What do I do now?
What decisions do I make?
There is nothing to be done
To take away my heart ache
Why does god hate me?
Have I not shown my faith?
Why he lead me to her love
But left me standing at the gate
Now I can never eat again
And can’t stop from crying
And as my body gets weaker
I seek comfort in dying
Oh god why you hurt me so much
How long will, my suffering last
Please let it be over soon
So they can bury me under the grass
I know no one’s going to miss me
So what’s the use of me living?
I hide my self in my poems
And it’s a crime not worth forgiving
I am so tired of hurting
While kindness are taken for granted
Many will never ask how I’m doing
They only ask for is wanted
Yeah I feel pain but never
Really never let shows
And so I become good at pretending
So no one really ever knows
She left and it hurts so badly
And my tears are falls to the ground
I prayer to god just to hear her voice
But I know I'll never hear that sound.
I’m trying to find peace in my heart.
But she took my heart with her
So now I know it’s just a matter of time
Before I am going to die for sure
Just yesterday I was laughing
Today I wake and all I do is cry
And it’s so hard to keep on living
When love makes it so easy to die
So if you ever come to my grave
Just stand and walk away
Please don’t talk I don’t want to hear
What excuse you, re going to say?
For to you my heart are made of stone
And my feelings are dirt on the ground
So please just walk away
Don’t cry or even make a sound
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