Drinking In the Dark

Drinking in the dark..... Drinking in the dark, Though how far I can see, My mind plays tricks, Jailed in a tomb of property, Alcoholism, agoraphobia, Depression as I wake, Viscous circle of failures, My body does ache, Close minded and selfish, I can call out myself, A fool with too many habits, Quiz fear for my health, Stressful cries run begging, As my blood runs free, I'm asking you a question, Who would be me.....????