Dreamen'

I look at these other people with happy families and boyfriends.But then i look up and wonder does he hear my heart hurt and pain. I look up and wonder that one day ill be that girl and crying out for him. Hoping that one day ill be that girl and have everything that i did not. Im just dreamen at this point. I have no faith or encouragement to go on. Nothing but fussing and hate around me. Its hard to hold my head uo with out a spind. Lord heasr me out im human i mess up, just help me next tim to do better. Allot of other people say they are hear for me but when it reallt comes down to it you dont see nobody round you when you going threw. You look at yourself and ask did you do something wrong or say something that someone did not like or was it just that they did not like you. I look at all these things when i see nobody here for me so now what is it there for me to do. At this point im just dreaming................