Downward Spiral Blues

so many ways to go but....i don't wanna die no matter fast or slow i'd....rather pass it by no matter how i flow i....search for reasons why looks like the more i know i....always wanna cry when you left me here i was reintroduced to fear my vision became so unclear i'm shifting and i don;t know which gear so many ways to go but....i don't wanna die no matter catch or throw i'd....rather pass it by no matter high or low i....search for reasons why looks like the more i know i....always wanna cry when you broke my heart shattered in the wind was my brand new start i might as well push a cart all my good memories will steadily depart so many ways to go but....i don't wanna die no matter how long ago i'd....rather pass it by no matter shrink or grow i....search for reasons why looks like the more i know i....will always come to cry ....goodbye....