Destined To Fail

I hate myself, I really truly do Oh my friend! trust me it is true For I'm the worst person alive I no longer want to survive No matter how hard I try I always fall, I don't know why Maybe I have disease and I'm sick Or I'm just a screwed up prick I really want someone to explain Why is it that I feel so much pain? Why can't I ever stand tall? Continuously tripping, fall after fall I'm limited to my painful prison I struggle with my blurry vision When and will I ever recover? Or to this misery, there is no other? No matter how many times I fly I always fall on my back and die Dying inside day after day Fate, something I can't dismay I wonder, how will I ever prevail When I'm eternally destined to fail