Depressing Blessing

It’s a depressing blessing I am finally able to write sure, I’m losing the fight with unhappiness but a momentary triumph is mine as I pour out what I’m feeling as I’m revealing what is on my mind if only the victory weren’t so brief I’d never need to write again I’d never need to be loved I’d never need to feel accepted I’d never have to face rejection I’d never have to notice my imperfections I’d never be unhappy again