Denial

Sense of loss and sense of nothing. words I live by as they are something. I can not feel as that would be a meaning. to a life that's lost in a sea of creating. I think that numbing the senses, is the only way of feeling. those that know can only feel, what I know and can relate. Sorrow is the only ground, loneliness the only point. I thought I had it all figured out.... only to realize that sadness my only bout. alone I am in a sea of doubt. I thought I had the only boat. but that boat sailed with wishes and dreams. I only have me, and with me I will be strong. © K.Chun 11.25.14