Dear Mother,

I use to wonder if you cared or loved me because we’ve been through a lot and I’ve always asked God to show you I needed you more than ever in that special spot I use to ask God what it felt like to feel your kiss on my cheek and I prayed to god that you and I would created a bond that way you could have finally seen why you should’ve been loved me I use to always want to feel what it was to be in and out with you and now the time has come and I don’t want to live without you We go to dinner here and now, party and do whatever but why did it take so long from the ages 10-20 I always felt alone And honestly I believe if I would have never got sick when I was 21 you still probably wouldn’t of been there but I’m thanking god for that lighting bolt he gave you with that broken crystal stair Things are great now, I can’t get you away, have to call you everyday and if I don’t you’ll have a fit I truly believed god planned this Thanks for now being there and showing me your love nevertheless, God knows what to do in order to get people to see what’s their best