Days Before

My eyes fall heavy, heavy to the grey The heaviness is over-bearing with more and more to weigh Smoke so thick, filling up my lungs A song hoped to hear remains unsung In the distance I struggle, struggle on to see...see what lye's ahead waiting just for me.. I pray for clearer skies for the grey to turn to blue for the weight to lift to less to the life I once had knew To the days before... my world came crashing down when smiles I wore instead of this frown when colors existed highlighting the sky when days where so much brighter before we said goodbye...