Darkness Life

forever in darkness surrounded by my pain I walk this empty world alone no one knows my name my smile is darkened my heart is cold the anger i keep hidden no one will ever know my face shows no emotions I look at you and glare the pain you see within my eyes hurts so bad its hard to bare the darkness all around me is what i see in life a darkened road into eternity my soul locked up inside people always ask me why i never smile they don't know what I'm feeling or the pain that's locked my life the darkness never leaves me the light it never shows trying to find a way to get happiness but my darkness wont let go my eyes are cold as ice always saddened always gray trying to find a different path one that can make everything okay when I'm angered people run children cry in fear the emotions that I've kept locked up break free bringing blood red tears no one knows what happened to me but does it matter? why would they care my heart will never open I wont do it I'm just scared scared that if i open it hell walk back in my life destroy whats left of my soul cut me again with her knife i guess I'm like a prisoner locked up forever more just me and this darkness around me in a room without a door I've given up on sanity my dreams she haunts them too I've given up on this lonely world giving up is all i can do