Darkness

As I sit here alone in darkness I see you laugh in the light. You’re always filled with kindness Why are you so happy while me, no might? If I took it from you I should be stricken with blindness. I still feel for you, Even though I hate it every minute. I could go without food To be with you to no limit. And now I think of your decisions as not very shrewd. Now what I wouldn’t do to stop thinking of you I cannot put into words, humanly impossible. Now when I see you and him I’m in a bad mood, But when I see you alone everything seems possible. When I think of it more and more, I’ve concluded: I love you. I live in darkness now, Until I find the right person. Even though that idea is as likely as a flying cow, I know I will find that person. I will live in the light like you, although it may be five, ten, twenty years from now