Darkest Days

I'm living in a haze, These dark days. Some how always Getting the best of me Why won't they leave me be. Just set me free. My mom freaks. My voice too weak My dad sees He just leaves. But these dark days. Even with the haze. Keeps me safe. Embracing me I'm free. The pain With no gain. The tears When no one hears. The haze From my dark days Lifts me up And sets me down. Only to be a clown. To turn my frown Upside down Even though I'm very low. And my days With my haze Makes me sad. Makes me mad It also make me glad. I know the haze Acts as a maze Taking me to places. Setting up bases. For me to visit I know I'm gonna miss it. When its gone. The next morning I got a warning My beautiful haze Stating a phrase. "Medicine will make you better." It enunciated each letter. I cry As it waves good bye A finger down my throat And a nurse who gloats A tiny pill. Just to kill Put an end To my only friend My dark days, Have never felt so dark