Damage Done

I'm writing these poems so my children can see the damage their father has done to me. Believe me. It's not pretty. Upside down and twisted around are how his plot lines kept me and are still keeping me. I'm hypervigalant. Not trusting anything wherever I turn. Who's lying? Who's telling the truth? It's keeping me spinning. That's how he kept me in his grip so long. Psychological warfare from a five star psychopath. I feel like I'm losing my mind. He'd call me a freak and why don't you kill yourself already. Because im and artist and love to write stories All kinds of horrible things to lose my grip on reality My friend Heather says hang on your not going crazy She's been through it. It'll get better. See everything needs Restructuring. Who would do this to a person just for the fun in the game of destroying someone's claim on their own name. I'm writing this not to freak anybody out but to let the truth of this abuse apon me be cut wide open and exposed so then I can truly be free.