Crash and Burn

Slowly but surely I will crash and burn But I deserve it because it's my turn Hitting that pipe watching my dreams fade away You're just a piece of trash is what they say I chase that high to escape my life If I hold out my wrists will you hand me the knife? I want to get high and have everything be ok But I want to die at the end of every day Stealing, hustling, smoking, and lying I seem to always find myself crying Got to maintain, there's no way I can stop Now I realize I was never on top Why do I hurt the ones I love? Is there really a god up above? The good old days are gone and never coming back Sorry I have got to go pick up another sack