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ITS CRAZY HOW THINGS CHANGE USE TO BE A LOVER BUT NOW ITS ALL GAME LOVE HURTS BUT AT THE SAME TIME FEELS GOOD IF I COULD HAVE HIM BACK I WOULD IF I COULD BUT I KEEP TELLING MYSELF "LIFE GOES ON" CANT BE WAITING AROUND FOR HIM TOO LONG I LOVE HIM BUT THEN I HATE HIM I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT HIM I HATE BEING CONFUSED BUT ITS APART OF LOVE WISHING I COULD JUST THROUGH MY PROBLEMS IN THE SKY ABOVE I MISS HIM AT TIMES I MAY ASK WHY? WHY DID IT HAVE TO TURN OUT THIS WAY? BUT FOREVER IN MY HEART HE WOULD STAY WERE FRIENDS BUT I WANT SOMETHING MORE HE HURT ME.. WHAT DO I WANT HIM FOR? CONFUSION IS ALL I FEEL THE LOVE I HAVE FOR HIM IS DEEP AND SO REAL! DO I MOVE ON OR GIVE IT ANOTHER TRY? PART OF ME SAY STAY AND THE OTHER HALF SAY BYE DANG I HATE THE MIX EMOTIONS I HAVE INSIDE NO ONE KNOWS I GUESS I LET IT HIDE I KNOW HE CARE BUT MAN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO "DAM"