Coming From Me

where are you? are you ok? why did everything have to get so messed up? I'm sorry if it was my fault I'm sorry that I didn't accept you until the last few years you were here I was scared you would leave and I didn't want to get attached to a false hope Look at what happened I've never had a fatherly figure to look up to I had my uncle and my grandpa but no one I could call my father you're strong and positive why did you have to leave? everything you needed was here i was going to buy a house in Puerto Rico for you and my my mom to retire to i know you miss your daughters and you want to be with them but you can't sacrifice your family here for a dream maybe YOU can but YOU lost a good thing you're my father and I love you more than even your real children ever will and my mother loves you more than you'll ever know