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Christmas Blues

Christmas was never about God for me, it was memories of warm laughter, rosy cheeked joys for if God was the point, whose God would it be? Xmas was about giving to your protégées. Long, long, lost wishes of long broken boy toys, Christmas was never about God for me. Winter’s height held the beauty of childhood set free of hunting and wrapping and folks overjoyed for if it was God, we had three, whose God would it be? This December wonder now past, gone you see, gone with the cold, I’d not wish despair on July, this killjoy for Christmas was never about God for me. Once a year Xmas marks a sad crying spree with nobody wanting to be home and little joy employed for if God were the point, my son would be with me? Perhaps, with grandchildren there be a jubilee and this hollowed out husk of me will be destroyed And Christmas will be about God for me for it could be so, whose god will it be?

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Date: 7/27/2010 6:37:00 AM
Congratulations Deb on your win in Constance~The Rambling Poet's~" contest "Christmas in July For Lyrical And Lovely Ladies". Love, Carol
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Date: 7/26/2010 6:55:00 AM
Ho Ho Ho chase those Christmas Blues away because congrats are in order for an amazing win in the ladies part of the Christmas contest.. enjoy another moment in the winners circle for a grand entry my TEACH.. with luv.. pupil....
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Date: 7/26/2010 12:00:00 AM
Was this one not in the contest? I really loved this one, Deb!
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Date: 7/24/2010 9:29:00 PM
This is true melancholy in poetry. If Christmas was about warm laughter and rosy cheeked joys, remember where they began. The God you are looking for here is speaking to you through your own words. Christmas is a sad time for many, I know...but, because you have been given such a gift you are not the hollowed out husk that you claim. I truly wish you well, not only at Christmas, but always. Dan C ps. Thanks for your comments on my work.
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Date: 7/23/2010 4:24:00 PM
This is a sad, sad poem. Christmas to me is about the Bethlehem Babe and I know that though my son is not with me he is with my God. One of my most precious possessions is a poem he wrote and read to his children about the Baby Jesus. I was looking for one of your poems to turn upside down for your contest. But this isn't it. Love, Joyce
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Date: 7/20/2010 8:33:00 PM
gosh, this seems so sad, Deb. this hollowed out husk of me. Is there a chance for grandchildren, dear? I bet constance will love the thought and emotion put into this. LUv, Andrea
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Date: 7/20/2010 7:28:00 PM
Deb I say this with all humilty and honesty. If you ever find God, you will know whose God, he, she, it, they, will be. I don't pretend to know what God is, but I know there is a God, one God, for me that I take completely on faith, with no proof what-so-ever.
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Date: 7/20/2010 6:48:00 PM
Need a photo please of that hula dance.. TEACH.. so glad your 'goodie' bag arrived and made u smoooooooccchhh.. back at ya.. with luv..
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Date: 7/20/2010 4:20:00 PM
Hi Deborah, 10 out of 10, Love it i just pray the 1 line i wish not mention is something from your imagination and not experience. God what a question.
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Date: 7/20/2010 4:13:00 PM
The christmas most celebrate is not about god, but about consumerism. A true christmas would be a quiet worship, kindess to yourself and others, an eye to those less fortunate If you are crying because you are alone you have not learned the lesson to look outward and care for some less fortunate than you - If it makes you sad that your child is absent - does he know what you desire? Seeing you "celebrate" in this way may open his eyes to your heart.
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Date: 7/20/2010 1:19:00 PM
Enjoyed this poetry from you today and will read more, please check out my recent Criminals part 3 and remember its only a story. Have a great day.
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Date: 7/20/2010 8:07:00 AM
I think there are many others who feel this way, who feel so sad, left out of the joy. The holiday frenzy can exclude those who are not of the Christian faith, or have broken families, or no money to spend, etc. etc. .... You have expressed the true down side of how it feels to be on the outside of the "Merry" side of Christmas. Well done!
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Date: 7/20/2010 7:06:00 AM
Thank you for sharing this write that came straight from your heart Deb. The answer to your question as I see it would be your God. We all have our own beliefs and we should follow our own hearts. I hope I am not babbling on. Love , Carol
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Date: 7/20/2010 5:51:00 AM
A very unique approach to the joys and celebration of Christmas. Quite an intellectual write
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Date: 7/19/2010 5:49:00 PM
Christ is the God of christmas...such a sad write, you must have alot of loss around this time of year.
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Date: 7/19/2010 5:33:00 PM
Wow, Deb. This one says a LOT! And I understand. Mankind has over commercialized so many things, including Christmas, that is most certainly must be hard for a child to understand whose God Christmas is about...without being taught. Great write here about an important question. God be with you. Love, Dane (Now you know when you said don't read that I would have to read this!) LOL & XOXOX Dane
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Date: 7/19/2010 3:17:00 PM
This is a great write Debbie .. speaks volumes to the interior of the holiday in general.. and u express your thoughts with a question leaving the reader to think about it.. I think Constance will luv the content of it and good luck in our collab contest.. enjoyed.. this one ..pupil.. to TEACH..
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Date: 7/19/2010 2:52:00 PM
it makes you think, the repetition of lines causally ring your mind. thought-provoking and very interesting. love, sami.
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Date: 7/19/2010 2:46:00 PM
Interesting thoughts penned in this one..I hope that it is just a write about a topic and not your life...Christmas should be a very loving, warm, and family time for reconnecting the bonds in my eyes that is...Thanks for stopping by and commenting on my work..Sara
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Date: 7/19/2010 2:29:00 PM
WELL DoNE DBoRAH, GooD LUCK IN THE CoNTEST.-SKAT
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