Change Me, Lord

As I sit thinking on You, Lord My hearts breaks When I realize how many times I fail You. I call upon You when in need. Crying out to You when hurt. But when do I ever sing to You Just because I love You? How can such a selfish being Be so loved by You? I am ashamed of what I do And of how I am. I long to do what makes You proud. I want to be a child ... You Can be proud of. Instead I am nothing more Than a selfish wretch. Forgive me Lord! Change me Lord! Change me!