But Why?

I have given my heart and soul away So it can be broken into small remains You left me with strong feelings of disgust and betrayal Now day-by-day I slowly wake up…. In a deep hole of bitterness and despair Your absence eats away at my throbbing heart As I try to endure the pain and anguish inside of me Days go by and my feelings leave me here confused I lay dazed, blank in the Abyss that I somewhat created You simply have diminished my love for anyone And tears fall down substantially off arid cheeks I need to escape this depression that I am in Because your separation from has made me lifeless I need….I need, you back I want us to be together To finally rid my self of this agony I want you to fall slowly into my arms While the breeze comforts us with a gentle movement Let my lips touch your lips one more time But sadly to say, you will never come back And I ask my self why?…..But Why?