Blood Soaked Carpets
Red,
It pierces your soul
diminishing your will
“It wasn't your fault”
it cycles your head with no end
The guilt,
chewing at your ankles
taking bits of sanity at a time
If you ignore it it’ll go away right?
You think denial is your minds cure
but it is the opposite
It’s the supplier to your madness
Days past
the thoughts get louder
it’s the essence of evil
you can’t fight it anymore
no more denying
it hurts too much
you let the the thoughts take over
*snap*
The feeling is different
they aren't fighting to be heard
It’s quite
you dont feel like the same person you were all your life
You feel a tug
a voice calling you
you follow it
You realize you’re going towards home
you question your own motives
Freezing
You feel you’re almost there
thinking about all the thoughts you get lost
you black out
You snap out of it
You’re at where she lies
no idea how you got there
a flood of emotions hit you out of nowhere
you fall to your knees cursing god
Your anger is overwhelming
You notice a sharp pain
your fist is bulging
dripping in blood
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Copyright © Aleks Kurai | Year Posted 2016
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