Blinding Light

A blinding light and then it goes dark. I'm floating up way over the park. The blue turns to black, what has begun? not in control, nowhere to run. A light in the distance is pulling me near, and yet I feel calm, where is my fear? It's warmer now, I'm beginning to sweat what was my name? i start to forget. Now my memories have almost gone, that very first kiss that went horribly wrong, that bully that beat me until i would bruise, at least that's a memory I'm willing to lose. and as I draw closer to that beautiful sight, I wonder what's beyond that blinding light?