Blame

When I' m feeling low I scurry away, I hide for im to ashamed to show what' s lurking deep down inside I am the one who let him in my guilt I feel fully if only I could have seen my loved one was my bully to feel smart and big he'd use force of fist and leg made him feel a big man to watch a woman beg down crying on my knees not infront of our son dont hurt me, i beg you please scared in his daddies arms my precious little son crying, kicking,screaming dont be bad to my mum I don' t hate him, just what he became its took me years, but now i know it wasn' t me, it was him to blame