Bitter-Sweet Pain

Oh, the sound of your voice rings in my ear. I remember how we talked eventhough we haven't spoken in months. As the days passed, I longed for you more and more, Daydreaming about you with me, and how things would've been. But when that decision came, the decision that would make us or break us, I asked you for help, for your guidance. The pain in knowing that I couldn't have you, ached at me, and my heart. The knowlegde in knowing the emptiness without you, when I let you out of my life, scared me. It was either pain, or company. Either way, pain was coming. So, I asked you, And you decided to let go Of the company so the pain... could "ease". Oh, how I wish, That the pain would "ease", but it just came harder... much harder. Pain... Bitter... Hurting me so much, cause I let you go. Pain... Sweet... Knowing that I won't force you to love me. Oh, the Bittery-Sweetness of Pain.