Bending Rules

I got in the habit lately of bending rules I truly belive in Its my intellectual game to see who's paying attention If they rat me out I've already have my intuition confirmed that your really not on my side That your waiting for me to deride And you can gloat that you've had your hand in it It's my way of telling who truly loves me for me or is it just jealousy or is it more sinister Someone who wants to destroy apart of me I'll be the judge of that I just wait watch and see This won't be needed anymore When in done healing All I'll need is my intuition Not confirmation before