Bein' Alone

Have you ever been so alone, that you only had your thoughts? So alone human companionship was the only thing you sought? I just wanted to fit in like a jigsaw puzzle But the pieces never matched so I gotta wear a muzzle I can never speak out my feelings for fear of being bullied People tell him to die in a hole but no-one knows should he The things people do and say are the things that make me sick What, you think having these scars on my arms was just a magic trick? No. You put them there by pushing me under You beat and kicked me down and never stopped to wonder How does he feel? Does he feel miserable at best? Does he feel like the only way to pass life is if it were a test? You never thought about how I feel on the other side of words You've made me go so crazy I've been broken into thirds One part of me is a monster, the other part's hurt. The last part doesn't know how to be happy cause hes been treated like dirt. Being alone for so long has really got me thinkin' But my visions blurred I can't think hard when I'm drinkin' You think you're better than me? Think you're at the top.? You could've sworn you broke me, so is that all you got?