Beautiful Mess

Beautiful Mess There's list of all things Of what makes me me- Some childish, some grown up, some real Some make believe. Some hit me hard while others reached me so deep. Warmed me, chilled me Calmed and thrilled me. Shock me or broke me Wrecked me, even saved me. Excitement, fullfillment Disappointment too tranquility with color, But despair oh so blue. Love and laughter- Raw passion, sweat and tears. Seduction , Surrender, rebellion, confusion- Some fear. I screwed up, I did No way to deny. I loved, laughed and dared life, And many times did cry. Alone in a crowd, Yet felt crowded alone. Been together- spot on, And in pieces on the ground. Easy to reach, but so out of touch. Here and then there- from life I want so much. Passion unyielding if it's something I see- I want what I want, When I want it, that's me. To own me some tried- No, it can't be done. Don't tie me, don't cage me You'll be left with none. Understand what I'm made of- Don't pretend it's not there. Respect it, embrace it if you really do care. I am who I am, all good, all the bad See who I am- So much to be had. If it is too much- yah I can understand. But I cannot change it- I am who I am. Love me or leave me The choice is there When I take my last breath- I will know Who really cared.