i believe that i was once this boy of whom your heart, your soul, your mind, your everything was so captivated by. i stumbled upon this cup of soup to realize what ive lost. to myself in true perspective to see just how far gone i am. in days past ive done my best to believe the lies i put on you but that simply wont do. i know what we had and i try so hard to forget. i dont want to forget. this time it will not fade away ill never leave your side. all i am longs for you! baby is it you?