Back and Forth

The back and forth, the to and fro The evil seeds the enemy sows How can I walk the straight and narrow? While I suffer blow after blow How can I continue to follow in your plan? While I still be a double minded man It’s hard to call on your name In the midst of my shame I am in so much pain But from where has it come? And to where can it go? In my guilt, I am brought low The truth is I am guilty But I don’t have to bear this shame The price has been paid You have taken it away Yet there is a cunning snake A liar and a fake Who wants me to think otherwise To believe his devious lies That I should run from you That I should only hide But it isn’t true The real truth is this, this is what's up Though I fall down, I am lifted up Though I fail, I remain forgiven By your great love I am driven So that even when I stumble My faith will not crumble Though I still do wrong You make me strong I now have an answer To this deadly cancer A cure for my imperfection To move in a new direction Not to mourn and wallow But simply to turn and follow After the one who called me And set me free Who opened my eyes So that I could see