Autobiography of a Free Verser

i am bad in arithmetic dont count syllables or foot i am terrible in literature write what i feel then i am not a politician dont plan or calculate my grammar spelling plots all suspect/ too lazy to be a novelist i live in the moment and create what comes to me there without too much broods i am something like a poet/ my relatives said i dont have any order plans schemes or structure hence not a poet/ a crazy idiot who jotes down silly stuff and call it poem/ from soup im learning now that i am a kind of poet they classify under free verse thanks