Aspects In Love

I LEFT YOU WITHOUT SAYING GOODBYE LEAVING YOU WITH TEARS IN YOUR EYES. I DIDN'T EVEN TELL YOU WHY FEARING THAT YOU WOULD NEVER LOVE ME ANYMORE. I DIDN'T ALLOW YOU TO MAKE ME HAPPY I DIDN'T ALLOW YOU INSIDE MY HEART. NOW THE PAIN IS KICKING IN AND I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN ALL YOU EVER DID WAS TRY TO LOVE ME. BUT I SHUT YOU OUT AND LEFT YOU ASTRAY I ASK MYSELF WHY DID I LEAVE YOU THIS WAY. I RAN LIKE A COWARD AND I WAS SCARED TO BE WITH ANYONE LIKE YOU I WAS USED TO COLD AS ICE INSTEAD OF SOMEONE WARM AND NICE THESE FEELINGS I HAVE ALLOWED TO CONTROL ME. I GOT SO TIRED OF BEING MADE A FOOL OF BY SO MANY AND LEFT OUT IN THE DUST TO DRY. BURNING IN THE HOT SUN LIKE A FISH FRY NOW I AM SINKING IN THIS MISERY PIECES ARE FALLING APART. ALL BECAUSE I HAVE SHUT OFF MY HEART.