As With a Tear

Brutally deranged, I've gone a tad insane, but it isn't my fault no, you're the one to blame, I laugh at insecurities, and the struggles I can't face, because if I see them for what they are, I couldn't bear, Not a drop of innocense in this stuffed up air, Wouldn't it be nice to live without a care? But **** the past, there's a reason I'm not there, I wish I could take it back, I wish I could have known, They weren't all the same, and none the less you have made me grow. Can you kill me, before I do it myself, I'm over thinking, and could even damage hell. But now I'm hungry and I bid you a farewell, because you were my past intentions, and nothing is for real, You lied and cast me out, leaving me with sorrow, Now knowing the only thing that is hurting me will be gone tomorrow, I don't need the money, or a thing around my neck, Now you are gone there will be nothing left, I have found a savior, someone who is the same as I. Someone who has been trapped, by this world of lies, I will take his burden, and strap it in with mine, I will not have anymore, regrets behind who I kiss, because there is only one who I will be with bliss, He is the one, who I will stay with. Unlike you, fair weathered friends, I'll bid you a farewell and tie off loose ends.