As the Days Go By

AS THE DAYS GO BY I WONDER IS IT THE DAY JOHN IS COMING BACK .AS I LAY IN BED STRUGGLING TO TO SLEEP I HEAR THRUNDERSTOMS.I SEE LIGHTING TREES FALLING.I WONDER IF I SING JONN FAVORITE SONG WILL I BE ABLE TO GO TO SLEEP.AS I HUM HIS SONG IAM ON MY WAY TO SLEEP.AS I SLEEP I DREAM OF HIM DANCING.SINGING.LAUGHING.AND SOMETIMES CRYING.I WONDER WHAT WOULD IT BE LIKE IF JOHN WAS STILL HERE...........IN LOVING MEMORIES OF MY BABYFATHER JOHN MALDONADO....1988-2010