April 14

I awoke unto a silence familiar to the past Where my heart slept late, dreaming of her dimples, of her smile For only in my dreams did I get to hold her, kiss her, feel her art so vile Weeping my heart to sleep, bitting yet harder into her cast My reality woke me by surprise, for time called to be justified as worthy as money I texted her, a few minutes later her reply Feeling somewhat far from my love, deep inside I felt the mood of the day upon my back target of the sky I called twice, leaving not a voicemail, for I yearned to hear her voice as sweet as honey An hour later, my phone spoke to me, it said she was sad Speaking then I asked her of her struggle In a soft, gentle voice she said she had an awful dream in which we parted, again in trouble A gloomy feeling crept over me, finding its way to my soul I feared would come to be Conversating about our affection, laughing with joy in our hearts her mother steped into our cheer A dead tone came to play, she ended the joyous words that we were exchanging And a few hours later she called, I asked of the outcome, she answered it to be very challenging For an odd reason my heart grew weak, and brief into fear I showed up to her home, in search of redemption Pleaded for an audience, denied to my very presence did not matter In regards of respect her father asked that I return later, not knowing when I departed a heart shattered I paused, my heart spoke out in hopes of hers to hear and feel in attention Finding myself back home I awaited for her call, a call that never came Dragging my heart on, hoping to hear from her I jumped to a text message, she would leave with me I arrived at her place to an empty silence, I called no answer, I texted again no message to retrive Her mother stomped my heart only to give it strength, at her speech I did feel ashamed I stood strong, I love her with all my heart, and I shall not give up on my heart It dwells in her, she reigns my vision, my hopes and dreams I felt her heart desperate to hold me she ran out into my arms and no one to make us part Her family ran after her, accusing me of being the worst being to live, my heart felt their screams They disappeared into the distance, and I grew sad My love ran out to meet me, and I love her so I shall not give up the fight I will follow her, for her love is what drives me I need her, only she keeps my poetry glad I'm here love waiting for the next step, I won't leave I promise I will fight