Angst

I DON"T KNOW WHY I STILL LOVE YOU WHY I LET MYSELF BECOME ANGRY OVER YOU I WANT TO BE AWAY FROM YOU AWAY FROM YOUR SADDNESS AND HATRED THE LOVE I FEEL FOR YOU IS A MYSTERY OF LOVE STOKES THAT POUNDS MY HEART TO HURT TO SHATTERD INTO CLUTTERD TEARS SOMEWHERE IN MY MIND DEEP I HATE YOU THE PRESENCE OF YOU KNOWING THAT YOU STILL IN MY LIFE SOMEWHERE THE MORE I TRY TO ABSENCE YOU THE FARTHER YOU MAKE YOURSELF KNOWING TO ME I FEEL ALL THIS RESENTFUL FOR YOU A HOLE IN MY HEART STILL CARES FOR YOU BUT THE LOVE VANISHED DEEP DOWN IN YOUR HEART AND MINES WE BOTH FEEL ANGST TOWARDS ONE ANOTHER FOR A REASON