Alone

Here I sit here I lay in darkened silence like an infamous black hole just swallowed me whole its quiet most say too quiet but I say it's just right most say they cant see in the dark but I live in the shadows as a shadow of my former self this medicine I take only lets me believe that I am still all here but its not true I'm alone out here in the dark its just me, no one else when I seem to fade my friends fade away from me when you are alone the darkness swallows you whole leaving you with nothing but the thoughts of being nothing that is truly being alone