Almost Died

I do not know how and I do not know why - why you did this to me You left without a word-you left me in wonders, wondering why You left beautiful memories- yet should I regret meeting you You left, yet you said our love is laughter, lighter and life -but I lost your lead You left your love in my heart - longing for your touch and your taste Oh darling my heart longing for you, I almost died just for you I do not have money and I do not have a car-but I know I loved you I do not understand why and I cannot see how, hoping to see you soon I do not know how and I do not know why-when something is leaving You cannot see it, I feel like laughing but I started to cry, hilarious I do not appreciate or apprehend the pain partnering my past-predicaments Oh darling my heart longing for you, I almost died just for you I wish all we had, was but a dream, why should love hurt so much I wish all people could not just fall in love, but I stay in love with much patience I wish all vows made and promises uttered, were met to be, oh my love it hurts I wish all the kisses and touch we had were just in psychic – just hallucinations I wish all you say and do were in coheres-it hurts that your beauty is not in truth Oh darling my heart longing for you, I almost died just for you I left all my playboy games, because I believed in the truth of your love I left all, for you left all for me, you stood rejection from your family for us I lefts all my fears and tears at the mountain-where my help comes from I left all your fears in faith that the Lord is keeping safe in his presence It was a blessing to have you for a while in my arms-my life has turn around Oh darling my heart longing for you, I almost died just for you I put my word in the air for you – the truth is you are beautiful-beautiful I write my word in the sky for you-the truth is you are a woman of virtue I put my life on line for you-the truth is you are a great wife to be-proverb 31 I put my light in the dark for you-the truth is you are a diamond, very precious Though you left, you taught me great lessons and left me a better man - exquisite He who finds you, finds a wife and receives favor from the Lord, always love you Oh darling my heart longing for you, I almost died just for you BY ANTHONY NGABWE (TONY THE POET@2014,12,)